Love? What a word!

I’ve got some thoughts and I’m trying to turn it into words ’cause it’s the best thing that I can do. The reason for my sudden thoughts come from my viewing of 500 Days of Summer. Not actually, I have seen some kind of love movies. I guess it’s half  from my jealousy of my friends and my grown up perspective. I suppose it’s just the questioning of ever actually being loved, or just thinking you are and receiving an artificial feeling that is shaped to appear like love. Love? What a word.

I’ve learned from past experience. I believe that people make themselves stuck on a person, somehow creating the belief that that one person is their true love. You show your love hyperbolically, show it through facebook or other social networking sites. Well it just disgusts me so much. I don’t know.  You say all these unbelievable things about somebody, making yourself think that they’re your one and only, when in the end, somebody else comes along and erases all of that and changes your mind.  It’s ridiculous, I know.

I’m like a seven year old in a grocery store. Because there’s your mom pushing you around the store the whole time, so you’ve got her, but you don’t even count her because she’s always there. Then you see all the cereal including Choco Crunch. Then you go through the fruit aisle and you’re like oh I love fruit, then you see vegetables but you disregard them because they seem to taste so gross, but then later you realize some are actually delicious, then there’s chocolate, and you start flipping out over chocolate, but then the chocolate is either way too much expensive and overrated, or too cheap and makes you sick. Everything is so just beautiful and you love it all but then you don’t really get too much at all and it’s gone so quickly and then you’re mad at your mom because she didn’t let you get Choco Crunch this time but you’re getting chubby anyway so you should probably be thanking her.

I’m sorry if this analogy doesn’t make sense, well it does to me.   So all I’m asking now is  how do you determine the difference between real love or puppy love?  I believe that sometimes it’s best to rely on your gut instincts and pure feelings, but sometimes facts have to play a part in it too because love is something that, no matter what surrounds it, can’t go away.

Enough said, I’m sorry if I bore you.

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