First Day of High School?

First. I came late at 7.02 AM then my dad was forcing me to join with lots of girls that I didn’t know ‘em at all. Then the bell rang, It so weird the school didn’t do *MOS*, for the first day I studied social and IT (yeah pretty much cool cause the school said “we have ourselves regulation and we decided to teach students today”. After that I spent 6hrs in a class with 52 kids and the seniors. I introduced myself in front of class, I almost fell down then a senior just said “Calm down, calm down”. It was embarrassing, lol. I did not really enjoy at first

I thought that I could go to SMU Negeri 3 or 5 Bandung, making new friends, go to school normally, join *ekskul*, make a big deal about high school, teenagers, and being popular. Sadly, I couldn’t But thats okay God has another plan for sure.

Gosh. I disliked my school ! My school is rather small. We need 15mins to get to labs by foot or 5mins by car just because we don’t have any labs in our school. We don’t have a hall. We never had party (pensi). We have a tiny library and I’m pretty sure I’ll never get tired to walk all over the school.

First day of high school was yesterday for me. Wasn’t terrible wasn’t great. Sorry, I didn’t really like to go to Alfa Centauri High School but I had no choice. My first day at high-school was one of the most strangest days in my life, I was so confused and worried. I couldn’t make any friends. I was always smiling and greeting the people I knew, I want people assumed I was friendly (though I am not naturally sociable) but I still couldn’t make any friends. I didn’t have some talking with any kids or I didn’t shake they hands. I didn’t know, maybe they got too scared (seriously am i scary?). It was different from my first day of junior high school cause when I was in junior high school I didn’t try too hard to making friend cause that was easy.

A year after my first day of High School.

I love Alfa Centauri so much, you have no idea how proud I am to be a centaurian. I  have the best times and experiences and i wouldn’t trade any of it for the world. I’m terribly sorry for saying some mean things about Alfa Centauri at first, I know I was wrong and it led me to apologize, this way. Thank you Alfa Centauri<3

SMP Negeri 5 Bandung! Graduation : The Moment Passes by

One word “thanks”.

Thanks God finally I graduated from junior high school.

Thanks to my parents. Another *sorry* wont make you better yea I know. I failed, mum, dad. So I don’t know whats gonna happen next, I just broke all my dreams. I did my best I hope you proud. I love you *hugs*

Thanks friends (Classmates) you pretended like a friend. Finally I said goodbye, I’m so happy. And Thanks besties, I got  besties and you’re real friends. To be honest, I was like a mad you all (Friends who pretended to be a friend). But I’ve never got any chances to tell you just because too scared. Who cares I failed to go to SMA3 and who cares I didn’t cheat and who cares bout me and everything you did. I couldn’t stop crying cause I got 33.10 and failed to go to SMA 3. I swear I know what you did during the test, buddies… now who cares about it. You cheated! I saw you. You maybe cheated but I know I don’t really care cause we’re stupid. I didn’t study more serious or harder and you cheated. Who cares ? You got it. We all Indonesian right? We cheat everywhere where we could.

Thanks teachers especially Pak Dindin (My mathematic teacher), without you I probably couldn’t got 8.40 for math. Sorry I didn’t do well, I only got 8.40 yeah it’s embarrassing cause I took your lesson twice a week and you wished I got 10.  Thanks to Ibu Dewi (My mathematic teacher) . First time I saw your face I didn’t really like you. I might be get too scared, aww now because of you I love math. Thanks Ibu Isti (My mum at school), Ibu A’I (My teacher when I was in 8th grade) you both amazing.

Didn’t go to graduation party. I didn’t want cause probably would be hurt me. My friends thought I didn’t come because I didn’t wear *kebaya*. But in fact I was just too scared. It’s embarrassing.

SMPN 5 Bandung. Been 3 years ouch cannot believe. I just remember I was staring out the classes and complaining ” I can’t wait to turn to 9th grade”. Yeah I’m gonna miss this. I’m gonna miss everything about SMP 5 and I couldn’t back to the past. I’m gonna want this back I’m gonna wish these days hadn’t gone by so fast. But when the moment passes by. We’ll just walk away then slowly grow apart.